What am i sopposed to do,
now that i dont have you?
im left here alone and hurt,
im so sorry i treated you like dirt!
i wish you would just belive what i say is true
but i understand if you dont becuase what ive done to you
i know i made a huge mistake
but if i could take it back i would in my sake
but do you know or care how this all makes me feel?
my heart is broken and may never heal!
im not sure what to do any longer,
this sure isnt making me stronger!
jon you were my first and real love,
just tell me why im not enough?
i know ive been a fool sence you've been gone,
but somethings holding me back and i cant move on!
jon how did everything get like tis?
i can still remeber the last time we kissed!
are you aware how bad i hurt inside?
do you know all the nights ive cryed?
there isnt a day i dont think of you,
jon what am i sopposed to do?
