Lying Soo Long..

It came at a sudden..
Started so quick..
The way my life ended..
I couldn\'t pick..

I felt it drag..
Draw me in..
The end of it all..
Started to begin..

I couldn\'t stop It..
It\'d already begun..
Before i could try..
The deed was done.

I\'m lying here..
Wondering why..
It was me?
I start to cry..

Thinking of others..
The pain they\'ll feel..
Knowing I\'m gone..
This is the real dead..

I can\'t close my eyes..
I\'m lying on the floor..
Rolled on my side..
Staring at the door..

I want to blink..
But I\'m so fixated..
I feel happy..
With a mix of hatred..

Waiting for darkness..
for it to eat me..
For the doctor to come..
Try and treat me.

It finally comes..
But I\'m not scared..
But my parents faces ..
Lying so long.. I\'m soo prepared.

© of Luke/Tuffguypr 15th March 2006