Trying not to hurt myself
for all those stupid things i did
if i could i would go back
and change those things i said
trying not to scream
holding my head up
while inside i break apart
trying not to cry my eyes out
holding on to all my tears
as they slowly spill into puddles on the floor
trying to think straight
thoughts filling every corner
and flooding through my head
trying to survive this prison
trapped by these 4 walls
no ways of escape
trying to feel
this pain has made me numb
while my heart still aches for love
the love of another aching soul
to make this void whole again
