There are many problems in my life
the best solution is a knife
with all the things
you've ever said
you are very lucky
that I'm not dead
I've tried it many times before
in my bedroom behind a shut door
i cut my wrists
and watch them bleed
because I'm not good enough
not even for me
the smile i have is fake
my life is what i have to take
and i cant stay strong
when nothings right
and everything is wrong
