Survive...

Denying all that has happened,
Pushing it all into the past.
I've learned so much by now,
And the good things never last.

Holding in the tears,
Always keeping a smile.
No one will know the truth,
No one will know I live in denial.

Making sure to not look fake,
I act happy all day long.
People think they know me,
But the truth is they're wrong.

All people ever see,
Is what's on the outside.
But what they don't notice,
Is I'm crying inside.

People don't know what I feel,
They don't know all my pain.
They don't know I am always sad,
Or that my whole life's a shame.

I don't trust many,
In fear I'll get hurt again.
I don't get too close to people,
Therefore I have few friends.

But I am okay with just me,
I am better all alone.
I don't nee anyone's help,
I'm strong enough to survive on my own...