I Wish

You know them days where you just wanna break down n cry
its that feeling where your acting like every things cool and living a lie
The truth is you feel like everything is building up inside
Just for a while you cant go on....it feels like Ur spirit has died
You know the feeling where nu thin is really wrong
But its like you're repeatedly listening to that depressing song
The truth is everything seems pretty right
But you have this sharp pain in your chest,1 that you cant fight
You know the times where your life is just being torn apart
Knowing its your fault because you let it happen from the start
And you hate it because you let it bring you down constantly
I hate it because i know its just little things that are getting to me
You know where you just wanna close your eyes and wish that everything could disappear
I wish it was that easy, i wish this pain wasn't here
I wish some1 could wash away this falling tear
I wish everything was made worth while
I wish this depressing day could end with a smile
Honestly...
I wish I knew what was getting to me
Its hurts because theres no specific reason for the burning in my eyes
and the pain in my heart
But I have one more wish....
I wish i didn't allow everything to tear me apart