This pain i can not stand
this blood i need to shed
cut,burn,scrap
oh it happened at work
believe what you want
it helps me deal
heartache but still i stand
i am here for gods life plan
praying to find my way
wishing you felt my pain
drifting away like a leaf in the sea
floating right past me
letting go is hard especially if
you don't want to
but thats what you want
so without you I'll be thinking of our eternity
faithless and cold
i am getting bold and starting not to care
my life seems so hard to bare
wanting to go to heaven
thats what stops me from leaving this world by my own hands
not like anyone would care b/c i am not good enough no matter what
so big deal i am not the you want
so as i try to make up my mind
