My heart hurts

My heart hurts
i kno just how to fix the pain
i get a bottle of pills
one by one i take the whole bottle
once the bottles gone the tears flow
what have i done.

i look down on this lifeless body
then i relize it was mine
i cant fix it now
every one wonders what went wrong
then they see the scars on my wrists
they know now i've been unhappy.

nothing they could have done
nothing i could have done to prevent the inevitable.
everyone dies sooner or later
i decided to die know and i decided how i would die.
no one could stop it no one can fix it.

this is how i feel
this is what i dream
this is what i think
this is how i live my life day to day.

* no one can see how i hurt no one feels how bad it hurts the pain grows stronger every minute and one person can fix it and he dont know this b/c he wont talk to me right know*