Reoccurring Dreams (part 2)

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She's still there
still wont leave me alone
and I'm starting to see her everywhere
the girl who wants out is now in everyones eyes
burning in flames, she's still in disguise
identity unknown

reoccurring dreams

I'm in my bathroom now
razor blade beside the tub, on the white titled floor
the bathtubs full of crimson water
she's no where to be found
i think I've finally gotten rid of her
until the bath water starts to bubble
a face appears in the water
it's her
how stupid could i be, she wont just leave me alone
just like that
her body is still etched, my name still carved in her wrists
she can never die, she's already dead
she tries so hard to kill herself, but always fails
my dreams are about her attempts
attempts of failure

reoccurring dreams

I'm starting to wake up now
starting to leave this dream
her black hair is in my face
suffocating me
i can't breathe, or even see
i want out, let me go
get off of me i shout
she wont let me leave
she wont let me go
she wants me to stay with her forever
forever in my dream
no, her dream
she pulls the scalpel out of her pocket, and stabs me in the stomach
finally i wake up
gasping for air
pushing my hair off my face
with my shaking hands

reoccurring dreams

i have no control, she does
she has control over me
and my dreams
just leave me be
girl from my dreams
she has no name
no face
just simply known as the girl in my dreams...

my reoccurring dreams

__This poem is part 2 of my other peom "Reoccurring Dreams" All of the events I have written about have actually happened. Very scarey, I know. Anyways.. enjoy.