The Trigger

I killed you
Know I'm happy.
It was so easy to pull that trigger.
All the sadness that you brought me,
Bottled up inside
Until I couldn't take it anymore
You had to die.
But now I realized what I'd done
And I'm so sorry.
I did love you
Even if you brought sorrow into my heart.
So I'll try to think of the good times
But I can't find one.
So my sorrow turns back into anger
And there is one bullet left in that gun.
I can't stand this roller coater of emotion
But, now that story is done.