Last Message To You

[ OK, this is a message to Chris, telling him how I feel, its more like something to tell him that its over between us, and he has to find someone else, because I love Liam. I'm sorry for hurting you, Chris. But you hurt me too.]

If I were to tell you the truth,
And tell how I really feel,
Would you stay by my side,
Or leave me?
And let your answer be for real.

If I think of you at night-time,
Its not happy, joyful, or fun,
It's more like torture in my mind,
And the pain has just begun.

When you tell me that you love me,
It feels like 600 daggers stabbing at my heart,
Because it doesn't feel like you do,
And thats what tears me apart.

It's not that I don't care for you,
As you can see from my tears, you know I really do,
But it confuses me so much when the other girls come up,
Talking about you, saying how greatly they think of you.

Don't bother telling me to stop hurting myself,
I say I don't when I do, how do I know you don't?
When I cant even see you?

This is not supposed to break you,
It's not supposed to make you cry,
I'm just trying to tell you that maybe,
It just wont work between you and I.

I know you don't want to hear it,
But I think you already know,
Honey, you're just too old for me,
And together, we just wont go.

I love Liam, and I know you say some things about him,
But, you don't know him like I do, and he is the one,
I'm sorry it'll never work for us, I am, really,
I never wanted to make you feel so bad for this.

I don't know if you'll keep your promise,
I don't know if you'll still be my friend,
All I can say now is,
You've got a chance to start again.