Help me say goodbye!!

This pain inside me won't go away
it's deep inside me everyday
i don't know if it's in my heart or in my head
all i know is i wish i was dead.
I've cried for help, but you wasn't there
i know if i'm dead you'll start to care
i'm empty inside, no more tears to cry
theres only one way out now
please god.....help me die!!!