Sorry

I know Ive gone
too far this time
i know Ive stepped
far out of line

i know Ive done things
i shouldn't have done
but this world of mine
has just begun

so don't be scared
when i do things wrong
when you find I'm not
who you thought all along

cause Ive got some problems
and this is my way out
i ran away only
because i was filled with doubt

i drink cause it makes me feel good
i smoke cause I'm under stress
i ran away cause everything
became a big huge mess

I had him in the house
cause everything went wrong
and right now hes the only thing
that helps me to move on

so when you see me cutting
just wipe up the blood
and when you see me crying
just wipe up the teary flood

and when i come home
drunk out of my mind
just please clean me up
don't take anything you find

but please know that this is a faze
know that it wont last
but forgive me quick
cause ill one day want to get rid of my bad past

and if i get worse
day by day
please remember no matter what
ill love you in every way