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by amanda Mar 16, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
You told me you loved me i guess that was a lie cause you deceived me and now i cry you had that fat b i tch in the bedroom with you what did i ever do to you? did i ever lie to you? did i ever treat you like dirt? did i treat you like sh*t? with every guy did i flirt? and thats not even the worst part it was the day before valentines the day that was to be ours to treasure for all times and happy f_cking valentines to me i hope your happy now i hope you enjoyed the sound of my heart shattering as it hit the ground i hope you can sleep peacefully knowing I'm crying for you i hope your hearts at rest knowing that I'm blue I'm incomplete without you my world is in a daze i miss your sweet touch and your warm sweet gaze and the sick part is i wasn't even that mad its hard to explain but i was more sad all i wanted to do was to be in your arms for you to wrap them close around me to protect me from all harms. and is it so wrong for me to let you back in even after you committed that horrible sin going behind my back making me want to die telling me that you still love me and making me cry people can make mistakes but they usually don't make them twice so letting you back in once I'm just being nice if you take advantage of my forgiveness i pity you cause if i ever catch you again we'll forever be through i hope your happy you got your way in the end i love you with all my heart just please don't hurt me again