Wow...i love how you paint the picture...it was easy to imagine and play it out in my head...very good only i hope your okay! i dont know if this is about your life but if it is you'll get better....im kinda in the same boat...when i wake up i look for a sign that a new life can begin like you said...not that theres much wrong with it...its just that im a perfectionist and must have everything just right...N E ways real good poem!!

p.s. thanks for your comments on my poems---we should do this more----cuz the majority of people are to lazy to comment on others---so keep in touch!

That is well writen and shows very deep feelings, i wish you all the best and god bless * xxx

Chica stand up dont hang ur head any more
donas dont cry