The Life Inside of Me

What am I suppose to do when I'm in a situation
And the only person I can call is my guy, my motivation...
Is nowhere around and my world starts to turn
Deep down inside my heart starts to burn
My body begins to shake as I began to go insane
I can't control my thoughts, it's all in my brain
*..Thoughts inside my head..*
"Where are you when I need you, your nowhere around"
The only thing that I hear is my heart beat..(pound)
Minutes turn into seconds...(please come rescue me)
Thought's in my head..(Don't do it)..she's only a seed
Adrenalin rush flows through my head...*doctors voice pop up*
Shall I lead you to the hospital bed?
"Baby, what should I do?"...(as I think to myself inside)
If I go on with this procedure, I will loose all my pride...
Seconds turn into nervous tensions...(sweat drips down my face)
*Doctors voice*..."Think fast, we need to get this process into place"
As my eyes close I see nothing but angels above..*Voice inside*
"This isn't the way you where put on this earth to show love"
Everything's in slow motion...as I pass out from a medication
*Moms voice*....please don't do it, she's only a child...don't follow your temptations
*..Reporters voice*.. "She never know what the outcome was because now she's in heaven"
"Up until this day, a child is lost without her mother...who is now going on seven"....