Where were you to hold my hand, when I needed you?
What happened to friendship and loyalty?
I cried myself to sleep every night, because you weren't there,
I slid the blade across my wrists,
Because you just wouldn't care.
A disaster waiting to strike,
I felt everything for you,
You ignored every last thing I said,
So I fell apart, my life lost, my heart broken,
And it was all down to you,
I needed my best friend, but where were you?
These words I tell you are all true,
You were my world,
But you lost that the minute you said you didn't care,
And now our friendship is gone, all I have left is scars,
From where your hate of me
Forced me to cut, over and over again...
And as I lay, and the floor slowly turns to red,
I hope you think of the mistake you have made,
Losing me is only the start,
My memory will live on, haunt you, hate you,
Until the end.
The scars on my body,
Look at them close,
They spell everything you've said,
Don't you realise what this means?
You have never understood the way I felt,
Just think, think about everything we've ever done.
Ok, time to say one last goodbye,
I tried everything I could to make you care,
But I was just the forgotten one,
The lonely girl, sat in the corner, with nobody to turn to,
But who were you to judge me?
You're no better than me, and you never will be,
I loved and you threw it back,
And now you've lost it,
I'll never be back.
