Inside Your Minds

This is my very last day in this world of hate,
I can't believe it's got this far,
Nobody said life would be easy,
But who says it should screw with your head??

Everybody told me to be myself,
But when I did, they didn't accept me,
I didn't know what to think,
Maybe I just didn't fit in.

This hidden pain is messing me up,
And I can't bear faking the smiles anymore,
I can say it's all for real and act like its nothing,
But inside, my heart is tearing in two.

At one point I thought I was normal,
Until one day you just left me to die,
As a lonely girl,
Trapped inside a body I didn't want.

The help I asked for fell on deaf ears,
Never managed to understand the way my mind worked,
All I wanted was support in my time of need,
But were u there? No.

All you said was that I was pathetic, should get over it,
But what do u know?
With your perfect life and your perfect friends, you had no idea,
The anger inside me, waiting, just waiting until the day it is released.

I know I have done wrong, and every time you look at me,
It feels like you are piercing my soul,
Finding out everything about me, all that I have done,
But do you see what I see? Do you feel what I feel? No.

I never wanted sympathy, all I wanted was,
The love of my friends, feeling like they actually care about me,
But do they? Do they even acknowledge that I exist?
No.

So now its time for me to go,
Leave you all to live your lives,
Without me as a burden, just another problem child
So goodbye, leave me where I died inside, I will live on
Inside your minds.