Suicide

Can anybody hear my screams?
All alone in the dark...
I am in so deep...
And the light i used to see is so far
with nowhere to go
and nothing to live for
i shut the door
i lock it tight
so no-one hears my fears
and see's all my fears
i grab the knife to end this life
it was nothing but
torture misery and pain
i tried to make this look
like an accident
or as if i were slain
emotions running high
i try not to cry
i dont want any tears
mingled with the blood
i dont know what else to do
or if i should
but there is no turning back now
no way no how
but its too late now
theres no turning back
all my life begins to fall fast
out of my reach
out of my grasp
all the while thinking of the past
blood begins to pour
but there was no other way
and this was
my suicide