I'm sorry

I'm sorry I lied,
I thought there was nothing more I could do,
You were my best friends
And I couldn't bear to lose you.

I hoped everything would turn out fine,
It would be liked it used to be,
But now it feels like its all of you
And then there's me.

I wish I had never opened my mouth,
And said those terrible lies,
And I wish you would come back,
Let's give it one more try.

For the sake of friendship,
For the sake of love,
Lets go back to the good old days,
And just have fun.

I've tried so hard not to show how much I miss you all,
The things we used to do and how you made me feel,
Used to be happy, now its all changed,
Tell me, when, is this broken soul gonna heal?

Feel so lonely now your gone,
It hurts me so much more than it shows,
Nothing seems right anymore,
All this pain I'm feeling, nobody knows.

I've tried to say I'm sorry, but you don't want to listen,
I just want to hit rewind, and take myself back,
To the times when I felt alive,
And just get my life back on track.

So this is my apology,
I have been such a fool,
All I want is my best friends back,
And for life to stop being so cruel.

I know it's a lot to ask,
But I hope you can forgive me
I need you all so much
You make me believe in who I want to be.