Suicide

There's so much wrong
I don't know what to say.
Nights so long,
"It's ok"

There's nothing I can do
But put up a fight.
Tears in my eyes,
My fists clenched tight.

I try to say something
But no one knows I'm here.
I dry my eyes;
I still can't see clear.

No one knows what I know
No one sees what I see
No one feels the pain
That's inside only me.

I want to die,
No ones going to care.
I go outside
And breathe the fresh air.

I go inside,
And look in the mirror.
I see myself
In so much fear.

And when I die,
My longing day,
At my funeral
Everyone will pray.

The angel will say
With her loving voice
"Why'd you do this?"
"I had no other choice,

I was all alone
And no one cared.
My only emotion
Was being scared."

She will hold me
With her warm embrace.
I'll see the tear,
On the side of her face.

"So many have been lost
When they decide
To meet their end
By Suicide"