A bucket of blood, a cup of tears
soon will wash away my fears
I'll escape this awful place
going be on the painful gate
will i really change if i go
standing here with my fear filled eyes
i committed suicide
i gave my blood and caused tears
that was my only fear
i gave it away to see this place
i can't turn back I'm going now
I'm starting new, people don't have to know
I'm here now at this place
a bucket of blood and no tears
now i have no fears
i escaped this beautiful place
just so i don't have to face what i did
hell it was kinda fun but now
I'm part of this place
just so i don't have to see her face
