Nothing more than friends

I like you a lot but your my close friend
sometimes it hurts so much that i want our friendship to end
today i tried not talking to you
but its not possible do
you probably like my best friend more
oh well i guess I'm not as important as that w h o r e
i cry myself to sleep
because all this pain is to deep
i can't take this anymore
i sit back against my door
i start to cry and cut my wrist with the blade
for all the bad choices i made
i been so depressed lately that i changed me
but its not like we could ever be
I'm not as pretty, nice, s l u t t y as Jen
i still don't get why your my friend
i hope my feelings will end for you
until then I'll always be blue