Your what i need

I looked into your eyes,
you watched my tears fall,
you grabbed my hand,
and held it tight,
in a confident voice,
you said its going to be alright,
i stood there,
believing you,
you had all of my trust,
i told you that,
you meant the world to me,
and nothing would ever change,
you pulled me close and hugged me,
told me i am perfect,
forget about the past,
put it all behind,
your parents never loved you,
but why do u mind?
it was that sentence that threw me down,
tipped me off the rails,
i knew it was true,
but hated to hear it,
i fell in your arms,
holding you tight,
tears running,
down the back of your shirt,
you said im so sorry,
i shouldnt have said it,
i dont want to hurt you,
i just want to help,
you held my hands,
and said dont worry,
you never needed them,
because it is me that loves you,
how could you say that,
and tear my heart into,
you know how much ive loved you,
then you say it too,
i sit and think everyday,
how i wish i could be with you,
how sweet and caring and wonderful you are,
but your in love with another girl too,
this girlfriend of yours,
must not mean much,
if your telling me,
that you love me,
now we dont talk at all,
ive pushed you away,
now that your gone,
the tears roll more and more,
everyday.

-please comment this poem means so much and i know its long n the worst thing ive written but it was so hard to right and i had to get my feelings out