Mommy how i miss u

Dear mom,

it happened like it was just a bad dream, every night i can hear Ur tears fall to Ur pillow ever so softly in a graceful manor. i cud hear Ur screams but nobody could hear you...u where screaming inside i could see it in your eye's, all those i.v's like a vine that has captured you. it was a night that was hard to say good bye, boxing day...2001 oh how could it have happened? how could it have been done? i didn't get to say good bye even tho i ran so fast to see u there like a new spring rose...i cried in Ur arms thinking maybe then u could hold me just one more time. times have passed and i got older...i had a daughter mommy her name is destiny she is 9 months old and she looks like u! she has Ur eye's oh how u would love her so much, her smile stops People in there tracks and William my husband he is the best man..only girls can dream of in there dreams, you would love him so...he is kind and good to me mommy...oh how things have changed....i regret the day i never got to say good bye, oh how i miss you on a peaceful summers day in the garden with a huge smile on Ur face just watching kaiti and i play

i love you mommy and i miss u so dear...i hope this gets to u way up there

i love you

xoxo

your daughter

Jodi

~this was very hard to write but i had to just to get it out, my mother passed away December 26th, 2001 at 2:20 am here in Winnipeg..it was the hardest day of my life....~

*crying so hard, destiny hugs mommy with a kiss and whispers ever so soft i love you*