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by lauren Mar 17, 2006 category : Friendship, family / love, friendship
You think of me as happy. and that's all I'll ever be. but all of the things i hide inside. are the things that you don't see. i maybe always smiling. but when i get home thats untrue. i get so caught up in living. this whole life without you. you don't know how i miss you. and how it tears me apart. you can't think of all my worries. i don't even want to start. I'm afraid of losing you. to someone better than i. i don't know what i would do. but I'm pretty sure I'd cry. yes, that lovely girl. you always thought you knew. she would cry. if she ever lost you.