Confused

Is love this complicated?
Why doesn't it feel right?
Am I suppose to be this sad?
Or am I suppose let out feelings as if letting out a kite?

I feel so confused,
Should I tell you how I feel,
What if you decide to refuse?
Or maybe you'll start to accuse.

Should I trust my heart that beats so fast?
Or recite a poem that shows my feeling?
I don't know what to do,
I am so confused,

I'm heating up,
I want to scream!
I hope that I was in a dream,
I'm in way too much confusion...