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I think about it over and over again,
i keep on replaying it all in my head,
and to me it still doesn't make sense,
i can run but a cant jump the fence.

maybe I'm to short or its to high,
i feel like a raindrop in this huge sky,
falling on everyone into the ground,
screaming,crying,but without a sound.

why cant i die or evaporate into air,
I'm sick of people acting like they care,
nothing is right so what should i say,
i regret living my life each and every day.

all i want is for everyone
to forgive,
its my life and i don't want to live,
I'm sorry that i was your mistake,
I'm still here so dead, yet so awake.

i just want a friend to hold me tight,
and when I'm sad to say its alright,
all i am asking is for someone to be true,but to everyone that seems hard to do.