I Say Goodbye

~I have these pains in my stomach of sickening death
~Sharp pains running up and down my arms, through my chest

~My head hurts, like pounding I've never felt before
~My breasts are tender, there is only one way to lye on this barren hardwood floor

~Blood on my fingers,stomach,and in my mouth
~How could you have done this to me, I thought I had you figured out

~I gave you my love, my trust, my body, and my life
~I see things differently now, Now you are not so alright

~I can't blame you, this is all my fault
~I could've stopped it at the abuse, threats, and lies to the hospital

~Its too late now, my breaths are becoming short
~You didn't deserve me, to you I was just another sort

~Objects around me are starting to spin and twirl
~I say goodbye, I am entering a better world