Plz forgive me

I dont know why I do it
I really dont, I swear
I didnt think you would mind
I didnt think youd care

Im sorry that I cant explain
Why I slit my wrists at night
You just dont seem to get it
Just like I cant get anything right!

I didnt think all this would happen
I didnt think that youd overreact
But unfortunately,
You ended up doing just that

Cutting my self night by night
And having all those tears drop
Its becoming a habit for me now
And I cant seem to stop

My best friend doesnt know about this
But knows somethings not right
I dont want to tell her
Shell get too much of a fright

My guy friend however
Who is also your good mate
Knows what im going through
Hell help me through that gate.

Although he doesnt say much
But just stand there and doesnt talk
Hes really helpful
Hell help me find the right path that I should walk

I understand why youre so concerned
I know you love me more than yourself
But babe, please try to understand
That I also love you more than myself!

Im sorry if youre shattered
Because of me
But my arms and their scars
Thats how their gonna be

Their no longer gonna change
Caz the scars wont leave
Baby please try to understand
And dont just believe.

I love you so much
I dont think you understand
But my parents get in the way
I slip through their fingers like sand!

They dont seem to care
About how much I love you
For them im too young to love
But I know thats nowhere near true!

So now im gonna tell you
Just whats on my mind
Its kinda hard to put it in words
And its not gonna rhyme

Babe I love you so much
Im sorry bout what Ive been doing
I know that im hurting you
When ever I hurt myself
But im sorry that I cant stop
Its just too hard for me
I dont want to promise you that wont hurt myself
And know that im gonna do it again
Cause it tears me apart
To know that im breaking your heart

Breaking a promise is even worse
Caz I love you with all my heart, body and soul
Your more important to me that my own life
I want you to be happy
No matter what I do
But I know that your gonna be upset
If you know im still doing what I do
I know how much you love me
Caz I really love you to
Im sorry babe
I really am
I know this love is true
We can make this last
Just try to forgive me please

I love you forever
And whatever I do
Ill still love you always!

Please forgive me babe (K)