Lifelessly On The Ground

I don't want to live, so i prey to die
I'm hurt, so i start to cry

every day, asking myself why?
I'm scared, so i decide to hide

wishing to be found, by the one i lost
she is no where around, no where to be found

so i lay, lifelessly on the ground
for i took my life now

please don't morn, over my death
you see, i thought it was best

so please don't cry, please don't tear
just please let Ashley know, i was always here

here, waiting for her to come, waiting for her to call
waiting for her to tell me she wanted me, that was all

i tried not to want to much, but i guess i gave to little
she said i played her, like i would play a Fidole

Lie's i exclaimed, but when i tried to explain
she was gone, out of sight, as i died in vain

the paramedics... i was found
lifelessly on the ground

a note in hand, closed by fist
above it, was a slit wrist

died in vain, nothing bliss
note said just this

Ashley i was lost, waiting to be found.
Gregory died, laying on the ground

all he wanted was a chance, to make things right
a chance to stop all the fights

a chance for him and Ashley to be happy
that chance never came, as Gregory died in vain

once a lost Kidd, now a lost soul
this was his life, as its told.