Thoughts swirl in mi mind
a soild footing i can not find
mi legs wont hold mi weight
i cant get mi head straight
my eyes are teary
mi muscles are weary
im shaking hard and fast
i deserve this feeling to last
for all the pain i caused him
the pool of his tears are deep enough to swim
and thats my fault
i want my heart to come to a halt
i cant handle him hurting like this
i just want to cut mi wrist
i dont know what else to do
i hurt mi babii: made him blue
he means so much to me
but right now its hard to make him see
because i broke his heart
i knew i would from the start
but he didnt take mi warns
i told him i had the devils horns
so i met somone: no special guy
and i didnt have a good enough reason why
he and i shouldnt have kissed
but the only reason i shouldnt have i missed
but it came to me as our lips touched
the only reason is as such:
sean is my be love
and he and I are inlove
so now what am i to do
if i told him he wouldnt see it from my point of veiw
he wouldnt understand he drove me to it
with all of his urging to commit
and the way he treated me
as if he locked me up and wouldnt give me the key
he acted like i was his pet
\"sit Stay get the table set\"
when you keep a dog on a tight leash
it runs away when unleashed
so im not all to blame you triied to get me tame
but you cant do that
uts the reason we combat
you need to let me be alone
you cant be my other half or my clone
we need a break
continueing would be a mistake
we need to chill before we lose our grip
im not saying to end this relationship
but do our seperate thing
im tired of obeying the king
i need to be myself for awhile
so i can get back to having an honest smile
i know you love me
but i need to get away: just flee
but we can be friends while we arent dateing
and im sure this poem you are currently hating
but i didnt know any other way
i had to say what i had to say
