Still here, still stuck.

Still here.
Still stuck.
All this stuff
Makes you go yuck.

I didn't expect this.
If only things weren't this way.
But they are,
Each and every day.

I don't even get one day
Where I'm not reminded of what we had.
And then everything comes flooding back,
I just wish it weren't this bad.

But I can't change what happened.
For now I'll just have to cope.
But I still wonder,
Where is my glimmer of hope?

Usually by now,
In the movies anyway,
Someone has been helped,
But I haven't seen one single ray.

Each and every day
I spend alone.
Wondering what I did wrong,
While staring at the phone.

It never rings,
Because you don't care.
Why can;t I just move on?
This isn't fair!!!