It’s only been a week
but seems like my life
everything seems gone
not even in sight.
I can see you there
over on that side
but you’re not mine
I want to run to hide.
To my jay
on our three months you said
you wrote me this poem
I hung it by my bed
this is how it went
I’d rather have the bad times with you
Than good with someone else
I’d rather stand next to u in a storm
Than safe and warm by myself
I’d rather have it hard together
Than easier apart
But above all I’d rather have you
Because your always going to be in my heart
But why isn't it like that
it's the total opposite instead
I look at it now; it doesn’t fit by my bed.
Maybe I’m going to be in your heart
maybe that is true
why aren't I there now?
What am I to do?
I sit and cry at night
my feelings still show well
to stick them in a box
and hide them
makes me feel not well.
My feelings are strong
I need to survive
Get over me
you said
and then you will be mine
How can I get over the one I love
How can I live with you not above
Life is so hard now
Why am I here?
I sit and think
what do I do from here?
I have no clue
I have to take it from here...
Do I sit and cry
all day and night
do I run and hide
not to be in sight?
Do I go out
all alone
to the stores
we once have known
Do I take a friend
Witch I do not have
take them to the mall
No...
I'd rather be blind instead.
I’m so sorry
for what I once did
why did you leave me
for this other kid?
Is he as good as me
will he treat you right?
Think this in your head
is this that bright?
I hate feeling so helpless
I hate not knowing what to do
All I know is I'm never getting over you
