I have wasted so much time
In trying to make you mine
That my whole intention.
Has been ruined.
I see now only your looks,
Not the love I once held.
It seems my mind
Cannot see past
Your blond bangs
And eyes so blue.
Am I so typical,
to fall for you?
I think, my winks
Have let you believe so.
My blown kisses
May seem that I
Don't mean my love
Is true.
My flirtatious looks
May speak for themselves;
Screaming aloud,
I want a fling.
Not the real thing.
But, no.
You've got me wrong.
Love. Lust.
Adoration. Admiration.
You will
Be mine.
Don't deplore
My state of mind.
I am perfectly fine.
I just implore
That you see
Past my actions,
So obvious,
To my very heart.
I have written
My whole life away.
Signed it with not
Just my love,
But my blood.
My face is
Red and blue,
From all my silent screaming;
Trying to make you see
How perfect we are.
But I have forgotten,
The purpose.
Wait a sec.
Let me rewind
And find
Myself.
Then you'll see...
I forgot my intention,
My purpose,
My need.
I got lost
In my own
Ingenious plan.
Look past my actions;
And see into my heart.
You've got it all wrong
And it's all my fault.
Can't you just
Give me a go?
Is that too much to ask?
Maybe with one kiss
I can remember.
The purpose
Of all this.
See not my lust,
But my love.
Not your looks.
But the person you are.
What I craved
Has not changed.
I've just taken
A wrong turn.
Let me find myself,
Then give me a chance
And you'll see
How perfect we are.
How we're just
Meant to be.
Just wait a sec.
Let me find myself.
Then you'll see...
