I walk in
There you are and so is she
I sit down
Between you and her, there's controversy
The look of love is exchanged between the both of you
I tell myself maybe you're lieng to her and it isn't true
You know I want you
You know I do
You told me to come
I thought it would be just us two
But then i want to die
I want to be doomed
When I see you two walking out of that room
You were holding her hand trying to make her feel better
Did you notice my pain ?
Did it even matter ?
I start to lose hope
as a part of me is dying
While you were there with her wiping her tears while she was crying
Now I dont care if she really does love you
I dont mean harm to her
But I dont mean it for me too
As Both of you sit again right next to each other
You see me staring, feel me suffer
You pass me a glance to see how I am dealing
Im sure she could even tell just how I am feeling
She's really nice to me
As if she were my friend
But I know if i look inside of her, theres a message she wishes to send
Is she mad because I think she knows
My feelings towards you only grows
She doesnt know how terrible I feel
Because I cant let go of you
And I dont know how to deal
Is my care for you
Causing too many complications ?
If you want me to leave, Ill try
Even though i wont lose my temptations
It really pisses me off when you talk to me with love
When we finally meet, Im almost ready to give up
Maybe you sort of do like me
Although its kind of strange
But dont you love her ?
Am I right ?
Will things ever change ?
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