You cannot trust me,
Because I will break it,
To find how much your loyalty means.
For I do not trust love,
I want to know how much I have,
And if its still there.
I've tested it,
And lost it many times,
You've betrayed me,
I will never be fine.
The roads I've been down this year,
Pills...razors...
They were the only thing,
That got you to say I love you to me.
I kept doing it,
Because of how much I needed your love.
I let you use me,
So I had a sense of purpose,
So you would talk to me.
Desperation is not a pretty thing.
So now you go on,
About how you missed me,
How you love me,
You only say that I mean so much to you,
When you almost lost me.
