Just friends

It's happened again
tears forming in my eyes
I let myself fall for him again
and I fell into his lies

he just wants to be friends
and that's all he wants us to be
but I can't help but wonder,
what's wrong with me?

is it possible to be heartbroken
but still love the guy who broke it?
I thought we were two perfect puzzle peices
but I guess we didn't fit

it seems my heart's no longer beating
and I can no longer pretend
my heart has been broken
but this time can't mend

when he said those words
it was like daggers to my heart
I guess we weren't as perfect as I thought
because our relationship fell apart

I wonder what I ever did
to deserve this painful life
I never knew what went wrong with us
now I keep thinking about that knife

I know it's wrong
to think of cutting as an answer
but what else can you do
when you see him with her?

it's killing me inside
I used to be so strong
I thought that you loved me
but I was proven wrong

I can't take it anymore
I can't keep playing pretend
I wish it wasn't like this
I can't stand to be just friends