My Feelings

**I know this poem is extremely long but all of this was running in my mind kuz a lot of stuff has happened...but i hope you enjoy it an everything**

Everyone thinks Im strong
For letting him go
But the truth is I didnt
I just dont let them know

Even thought he broke my heart
I still love him
And gettin back together
The chances are slim

Id give anything
To get back with him
Hes ruined me
For the rest of them

I keep my emotions
All bottled up inside
Hidden from everyone
So they cant see my soul die

I walk around this world now
As if Ive lost my best friend
Because I have
And thats not the end

Ive lost my lover
And also my soul mate
We cant get back together
Because its just too late

My dad hates him
For what he did to me
But it was what he thought was best
But my dad just wont see

My brother-in-law is lookin to kill
For the same reason as my dad
But they dont understand
I still love him and Im not mad

I love him so much
With all of my being
But everyone doesnt know
They dont know what im seeing

I hate this sad feeling
I cant stop thinkin of the past
No one knows how I love him
And forever the feeling will last

I wish we could forget my fam
And be back together
I will never get over him
Ill love him forever

No one else made me feel
The way he did an still does now
Ive had little feelings towards others
But it wasnt at all \'wow\'

Im missing him more everyday
Im losing it, Im becoming less strong
And Ill finally lose it
Not before too long

Because of him
I cant love another
My love is only for him
And not any other

My emotions are scrambled
And waiting to get out
They will erupt soon
Everything I feel, I will shout

When they spill out
I will make sure you hear
And see how Im feeling
By how fast they fall, every last tear...

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