As I

As I sit here and think of how bd you treat me. I want to hurt myself and carve your name in my arm, cut your name, and make myself bleed. Watch all the blood come dripping out of my arm and then look at the puddle on the floor and lay in the blood u caused me and die. I hope you see how much pain you have caused me to do this. You kicked me down the stairs and you beat me. YOU TRIED KILLING ME. I only said I didn\'t love you anymore because it was true. I\'m sorry I can\'t live a lie like you can. You made it so everyone hate me. Look at the lies you tol them. I hate you. i hope you are happy as you watch me die and you see your name in my arm with blood all over it. It shows that you are the rason I died. I can\'t live to deal with all this pain you have put me through. You see me in blood. How do you feel? Are you happy or are you sad or do you just not care I did this becasue of you!