I told you not to.....

I told you not to kiss me
For that kiss it means much more
It brings back all our memories
How we were like before

It means much more to me
Than it will ever mean to you
I feel it deep inside my heart
And you don't know the truth

I told you not to call me
Because I have to let you go
I told you not to see me
My true feelings I can't show

You say I have to hide them
That I should keep it all inside
You don't want to hear it
You've already left me behind

I told you not to hold me
I can't bare when you let go
Knowing you'll never mean it
That our old love you just don't know

I have taken ten steps backwards
I'm back in love with you
It is killing me inside
There is nothing left to do

I've said all there is to say
Nothing changed your mind
The pain I'll have to get used to
You've left me so far behind