Reopen the wounds

Reopen these long lost wounds
To only find I'm back where i begun
Again to see rich blood drip to seen
And the painful, sleepless nights he's now won

Once again alone with this blade
This bloody towel only knows of my self hate
No one even notices, the cuts just don't fade
There a constant reminder of my distressing fate

It's not like it's my choice to cut myself to sleep
I never imagined my life to end up like this
This blood, it always seems to seep
To see my pain look no further than my wrist