No control over the tears that don\'t fall

by CourtneyLouxxx   Mar 18, 2006


I have these silent tears that fall in my heart
I can’t control them, and it tears me apart
No one knows about them, and know one can tell
I cover the pain, I hide it so well

I hide my cuts under anything I wear
I don’t want them to show, I don’t want people to stare
No I’m not ashamed of what is there to see
People just ask questions, its personal to me

I have no control, its like I’m under someone’s power
I can’t stop this heart ache, its like I’m stuck in this tower
I lack communication, I always seem to cry
I want to talk to some one, or better off to die

I have no control over the tears that don’t fall
I can see to stop them, I have no control at all
If only I could stop the flow inside my heart
Maybe I could save my sanity, and let us part

It is because I can’t let you go, I cause myself this harm
If I could let you go, I could control the cutting on my arm
Tears silently flow, in to my heart, unheard and unseen
But to me I feel them, everyday, its my life as a teen

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  • 18 years ago

    by Natalie

    Another awesome piece. Really enjoyed reading this one. It was really well done! I can relate to this aswell, Alot. Keep it up, And don't stop writing. 5/5

    `taleee xx

  • 18 years ago

    by bOlly danCer

    5/5
    awww baby thats really touchy its so good. hope u feel beta soon. love u heapz n heapz..

    nami

  • 18 years ago

    by SammiBABY

    Awww no babe don't hurt yourself trust me it doesn't solve anything... we need to talk about this.
    take care,
    sammi xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Lithium

    Great poem hunni i love it...you know i'm always here for u to u can talk to me about anything, we can do this tgh :) xox me

  • 18 years ago

    by never_quite_me

    I think many people could relate to this is some way, good one:) keep writing and stay strongxxx

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