Every breath

In every breath she takes,
she wishes it was her last.
But god wont save her tonight,
She has to save her own soul.

The rope slides around her neck,
As her feet start to wobble on the chair. Tears rolling down her fragile face. But she still feels like her heart is beating in her throat. She closes her eyes trying to see the truth of all her lies.

Tears falling from her eyes.
Blood dripping from her deep cuts,
No-one knows how she is.
Nor do they care.

She just wants to be okay,
But it was her past,
that took her innocence.
Not having a normal childhood.
She cries in loneliness.

No-one wants to talk to her,
So she doesn't talk at all.
She's standing there waiting.
Waiting for death to rescue her.

But she's been waiting ever since her innocence was taken.

She takes her last step.
grasping for breath.
she cant handle the obsessive lies.
all the depressive thoughts.

She takes her final breath and in the breath whispering silently "this is for all the times you made me cry"..

As the rope grasps her neck.
her feet dangle..
she silently strangles herself