Theres nothing left to do

You hurtful looks destroy me
your words cut me like a knife
you jealousy takes over me
your ruining my life
you've stabbed in the back
and the scars are yet to fade
the wounds will never heal
from the misery you've made
you think that it doesn't bother me
but its tearing me apart inside
your the reason i wore that mask
your the reason i chose to hide
you think my life is perfect
you think theres nothing wrong
you hardly see the truth anymore
I've been hiding it too long
The nasty little comments
The times you've made me cry
I hate the way you get away with it
Well because of you i live a lie
I wouldn't let you see me fail
like i always do
i wouldn't let you see me fall
i just wish it could be you
I know its one disaster after another
but do you have to always laugh
the cracks are starting to appear
your ripping me in half
You can be good friends to me
I'm fed up with what i get from you
I just want to be happy and be me
But I'm running out of things to do
Everything is criticized
because it always has to be wrong
i don't know what to do anymore
I don't know if with you i belong
It doesn't seem right anymore
we're not similar in any way now
i've changed to much compared to you
its not the same anymore somehow