Sick Of It All

Im sick of lying
To all those I know
Im sick of having lies ready
In case I need to answer a question
Im sick of being scared to speak
In case I let a secret slip
Im sick of hurting
Never felling well or okay
Im sick of not knowing how to act
Not knowing how my mood will change
Im sick of dropping off my manic state
To become sad and depressed again
Im sick of the ongoing pain
Never letting me free
Im sick of it all
No chances to be happy
Im sick of trying to get better
No remedy in sight to cure my illness
Im sick of my life just one big mess
My life just a living hell
Im sick of being stuck
In my own mixed up web
Im sick of being lost in my own life
No directions towards any roads or paths
Im sick of seeing no way to get out
No ends to problems in sight
Im sick of the past
Crawling back
Im sick of every day
Theyre all harder then the last
Im sick of living
Sick of it all

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