Life......

Carry on this painful path
All the short cuts are marked
Getting caught at every try
Painfully smiling through this life
The lights are on
But have long forgotten
The brightness inside the bulb
As the grip is loosening on this hold
Those three words i hate
Those....would be the biggest mistake
Such little belief inside me
So little hope to confide
Confessions booth my only option
To die without the poison
Give away all life and possessions
How do i die is my last and final question