In trouble :(

Oh I'm in trouble,
in really deep,
Lots of secrets,
that I have to keep,

Filling me up,
with pain and fear,
Wish I could talk,
but there's only a tear,

Need a hand to hold,
an arm to hug me,
Someone to listen,
someone to see,

Nobody knows it,
there's only myself,
My problems better off,
left alone on a shelf,

I go to work some days,
happy because I fit in,
but when I get home,
The problem's begin,

Listen to this music,
it's playing real loud,
Taking back some vodka,
to drown out the crowd,

My memories are fading,
my mind has blanked out,
I'm alive but I'm not,
there's no need to shout,

Wish someone would take me,
away from this place,
Wish someone would try,
to put a smile on this face,

I'll keep holding on strong,
until that day I will pray,
That maybe sometime soon,
I will see a better day,

Started to realise nobody cares,
however hurtful it may seem,
This is my life, how it will be,
and all I can do is dream.

Copyright 2006 - Amanda Linzi