When I knelt before your perfect rose, I was blind,
I never wanted to worship your muddled up mind.
We were too alike, too near, and yet so very far.
Do you waltz through life unaware of what you are?
Do you realise the force of your energy,
Seemingly backed up with power I thought I could see.
Now the bare bones lay hard and exposed,
Far from the reality we both proposed.
Materialism removes us far from our goal,
When we believe it's part of spirit and soul.
If we learn anything - please let it be this,
It's not real to base a life upon a kiss.
Tell me, how can I learn to trust, to open myself wide?
When you lied as you welcomed me deep inside...
Inevitably, I and you, will seek solace once more,
Goddess with God, and the peace of the war.
Still the memories of how we laughed and played,
And sang and cried - then wondered why we had stayed...
Oh how I loved you - gave you my all,
Yet you despised me, discarded me to freefall -
...into the void.
