Save Me

Why is it that everything takes a turn for the worse
Why am I so cursed that everything changes
I was living life to the fullest
And rising from the cruelest time of my life
Or so I thought

Everything was goin uphill
And I was thrilled to be alive and thriving
But once again Im diving down
So deep that this time I may drown if I cant lose this frown

Why wont anyone save me
Why do all deprave me of a happy life
And shove the knife into my hand

When youre mad at me it saddens me
Youre partially to blame for me going insane
And straining myself to try and turn things around
But I only broke down

Ive lost two friends this week
Ive been grounded for a couple of weeks for not turning the other cheek
But decided to speak my mind
And now Ive had to seek inside myself about my feelings for someone
Its not fun
But when all is said and done I hope Im stronger
And I hope things will no longer continue going downhill
Because I would kill to fill that empty space inside of me
So cant you see Im eternally falling to my doom
So from now on dont just assume that Im okay
Even if it appears that way
Not until that day that I say Im no longer fraying
And decaying and praying that my life would start changing for the better
For once in my life